Lost?

Impossible that sleep feels the need to deny me exactly what it happens to be. I've been up since 11:00 am this morning yet sleep never comes simple. But I suppose if all things were to come simple, then I would grow bored of them. That or maybe actually welcome them. I'm tired. Always so fucken tired. But what can I be the one to do in stopping this. No matter what I do it seems to be the one thing that will forever over take me. Burying me deep into the realms of insomnia's insanity. I'm tired of this shit. Sick of it. And all I want to do is sleep any more. I cry for sleep and know it will never come to me...